Why I love Parenting!

I love parenting mostly because I always seem to learn something new everyday. Why my daughter refuses to do her homework! Why my son loves school. Why a child enters the words" persons privates" into a computer url box and then gets into porn sites. The difference between the male sperm donor, father and dad! LOL! What the symptoms of the Flu are for children, and why men, by the sound of a name, become utter dominant children. Boy oh boy life has been crazy this week. Chris left for a business trip in California and comes home loving wine and a few more new shirts,wonder what that is about? LOL must be the new woman he's dating. In all 12 years we have known each other he has hated wine. I guess she is something new, nevermind the mother of 2 he had home for 9 years taking care of his kids. She's probably skinny too, which I would have been if he would have taken time off work so I could do more for myself. Honestly, I just love being fat and unhealthy( sarcasticely spoken). Then there is the moment he gets home and says that he didn't have a filter on Alexa's computer and she was looking at porn sites! OMYGOSH, can you say totally freaked I still am from all of wondering of what she actually saw on those sites. On saturday afternoon he tried talking to her about it and started berating her about it. He asked her, When did it happen? Why did it happen? What were you trying to find? Why did you think it was ok? What did you put in to get these sites? and she comes home screaming at him stating my ears hurt and I hate you and you don't love me and so on.... then does the girl thing....Locks herself in the bathroom. Ok I told Chris before he went to talk to her about it that it was curiosity. And to not freak her out about it! I won't he says! Wrong!! It took me 15 min to get her out of the bathroom to talk to me about it! Evidentely they are talking about this stuff in school and she was interested of what we all look like right there( privates) she put in the words "person's privates" to find out. She got scared but she saw an enormous amount of sexual content, got scared and then ofcourse tried to get rid of the enourmous amount of popup and she couldn't so she rebooted the computer. She was scared because her friend Amber told her I would be mad and she didn't talk to me about it. Well I told her there was no reason for me to be angry with her it was just curiosity and from now on when she is curious about anything to come and tell me. So without being a bad parent I have a friend who is going to allow me to use one of her anatomy and Physiology books and me and her are going to discuss a "person's privates". Flu is around the corner for me and the family! Noah has all the symptoms of the flu. Oh well for getting anything done this week! Noah says he is fine going to school because he is fine and he loves school. Wow how it changes from week to week! My daughter this week has refused to do homework. Me and the teachers nipped that one in the bud. If she doesn't do homework at home she sits with the teacher in the office and eats her lunch and does her homework there and with no talking. I told her this week if she does her homework with only being told twice that she will be able to go to her friends house for a sleep over. She says she will. Now for the issue on dads. This weekend was suppose to be Chris' weekend with the children and it ended up being mine. My son was sick and Chris was on the computer all weekend. I ended up doing more because I can't say the big "NO" when it comes to being a mom. My friend Karen told me this and it hit home: any boy can be a sperm donor, any man can be a father but it takes a special man to be a dad! I think Chris is a Father he makes money for them to have clothes on their back and a roof over their head! As for a dad, I think I need to find one for them. That is sad! Not a replacement but a man who will love them the way they are and spend time with them and show Noah how to be a good man and dad! That will be one of the critera for finding someone to be with. If he isn't daddy material then i'll have to abort dating him. I went to see a friend this weekend and I politely said hey read this letter I wrote to Chris and he immediately wigged out on me. I don't have the time, I'm a little sick and I have to be in Ashburn tomorrow. I wonder what that was about. Sometimes men have more pms than we do I think. Oh the sound of a man's name other men go dominate on you and stuff! Wouldn't it just be easier for them to say...I kinda like you and I don't care to be a part of the whole Chris thing! That cool! Don't be a part of it! Although, until I know I still pay you to be a part of the Chris thing!!
My musings of the week! Will write later on how Noah is doing! Need to take him to see the doctor now!!
XOXOXOXO,
Christi~